Seriously?
AGGG!
Today was maybe one of the slimey days of my life. I felt worse than slime.....The worst part is is that I cant make sense of it all. None of it makes sense. My words are just repetitions of things I have spoken in the past. When I listen I no longer hear. Agg, I wonder what God is doing. It just hits me on occassion that I don't quite know who I am anymore.
Where did Wesley go?
I feel like I am in that Lady Gaga song, Just Dance. Where the whole time she does not know where she is, she's lost her cell phone and keys are and she just realized that some how her shirt got turned inside out. Yet in the midst of this crazy, stupid and dangerous situation she still just dances. Cause it doesn't matter. Or maybe its to hard to stop in the midst of the crowd and really think about all the problems she has to face.
