I wish the answer to this question was much, much cooler than it is.
I almost wish I was embarrassed by the answer to this question. But I'm not. Because that's how I roll.
The character I relate to most is Bridget Jones. *sigh* I know. I wish it was somebody heroic, or self sacrificing, or even intimidatingly intelligent. Instead, it's somebody whose weight yo-yos up and down, has insecurities and doubts and a contradictory streak of pride a mile wide.
I actually wrote a post for Ramblings of a Singleton a while back; Lessons Learned from Bridget Jones, and I am going to re-post it here in response to this question, because, again... that's how I roll.
Lessons Learned from Bridget Jones
Bridget Jones is that woman that I wish I was.
Well, that's not quite true.
Bridget Jones is the woman I am. Sure, she's pretty, but she's insecure. She's heavier than she wants to be and she has some bad habits, but she wants to be better. She tracks her successes (and her failures) and is striving toward being a better woman. She's opinionated and intelligent, but she sticks her foot in her mouth more often than not.
The woman who first used the term "Singleton" to refer to an unmarried adult stands as a role model for millions of single adults the world around. I want to share with you some of the lessons I learned from reading the
Bridget Jones novels
and watching the
Bridget Jones movies
.
Lesson #1: "I will always be a little bit fat" but men happen to like the "wobbly bits". Yes, thin women are beautiful. But, so are lots of not-so-thin women. I've had three babies in four years. Oh, yeah, and I'm
normal. I wear a size 12 jeans, which may be bigger than I want it to be, but I promise you, I can still turn heads if I want to. Women who obsess about their weight and strive to look just like Victoria Beckham are fighting the wrong fight. Be healthy and love your curves. Chances are,
he loves them more than you can imagine.
Lesson #2: Scoundrels don't change. The man-whore who cheated on his girlfriend to be with you will do the same to you one day. The man who sleeps around at the office will continue to do so when you no longer work at that office. The man who pays for sex will always be willing to pay for sex. Or coerce it out of somebody insecure/drunk/naive for free. You can't change him and you're better than that. Move on.
Lesson #3: Your first impression can change. Don't be too proud to backpeddle a little bit. OK, to be honest, I learned this one from reading Pride and Prejudice, but since Bridget Jones's Diary is based on P&P, and most women today are more likely to see a Bridget movie than read an Austen novel, I'll leave it on here. The stuffy, boring intellect could just be having a rough day. He might be funny and sweet. And, it's amazing how once you know somebody a little better "boring" can suddenly sound a lot like "responsible."
Lesson #5: Have the big conversations early. Remember when Bridget thinks she might be pregnant? She and Darcy sit down and start daydreaming about the baby; names, schools, etc. And they fight about it. They end up completely pissed and glad that they aren't pregnant. I know it's played for laughs, but how many women put themselves in this position? They're so grateful to have a man in their lives and they don't want to scare him away, so they avoid the big discussions: babies, families, religion and politics. Knowing what you stand for and what's important to you is more valuable than a shallow, dead-end relationship. If it's important to you- talk about it and talk about it early. Which brings me to...
Lesson #6: Know when to hold 'em and know when to fold 'em. Bridget sticks her foot in her mouth over and over again. And often, she's not that passionate about what she's talking about. Sure, she has an opinion, but the fact that Darcy disagrees with her isn't a breaking point. So why fight about it? Be willing to shut your mouth and agree to disagree sometimes. If it's not worth breaking up over, then it's not worth fighting over. State your opinion clearly, confidently and kindly, if he disagrees, move on.
Lesson #7: Don't put your rouge on in the dark. Do I need to explain this one?
Lesson #8: It's OK to want to be better. I think this is the best thing about Bridget. She's trying. Sure, she's not always succeeding, but she wants to be better; lose the weight, kick the ciggys, cut back on the alcohol and find herself happy in a stable relationship. But she won't compromise who she is to do it. A man needs to love her for her. She's filled with self-doubt, but she continues on her path; she knows who she is and moves forward with that knowledge in mind. But here's the kicker...
Lesson #9: Bloom where you are planted.Bridget spends so much time worrying about being thinner or prettier or taller or more successful that she doesn't notice what she does have going on around her. She suffers from "the grass is always greener" syndrome. She needs to find the balance between becoming a person and wallowing in self pity because she's not there
yet.
This is where Bridget and I differ. I am not perfect. I want to be better, and I'm working on it, one agonizingly slow day at a time. But if I were to put off everything enjoyable while I waited for those last 7 pounds to come off, or for my hair to grow out or for my mother to stop being a nut case, I would miss out on life. So, here's to striking the balance; becoming a better version of the fabulous woman I am now without missing out on what is going on today.
A blogging friend of mine posted a bookish meme, after reading it on another blogging friend's site. I can't not participate! This post was written in response to the 30 Days of Books. The full list:
Day 01 – The best book you read last year
Day 02 – A book that you’ve read more than 3 times
Day 03 – Your favorite series
Day 04 – Favorite book of your favorite series
Day 05 – A book that makes you happy
Day 06 – A book that makes you sad
Day 07 – Most underrated book
Day 08 – Most overrated book
Day 09 – A book you thought you wouldn’t like but ended up loving
Day 10 – Favorite classic book
Day 11 – A book you hated
Day 12 – A book you used to love but don’t anymore
Day 13 – Your favorite writer
Day 14 – Favorite book of your favorite writer
Day 15 – Favorite male character
Day 16 – Favorite female character
Day 17 – Favorite quote from your Favorite book
Day 18 – A book that disappointed you
Day 19 – Favorite book turned into a movie
Day 20 – Favorite romance book
Day 21 – Favorite book from your childhood
Day 22 – Favorite book you own
Day 23 – A book you wanted to read for a long time but still haven’t
Day 24 – A book that you wish more people would’ve read
Day 25 – A character who you can relate to the most
Day 26 – A book that changed your opinion about something
Day 27 – The most surprising plot twist or ending
Day 28 – Favorite title
Day 29 – A book everyone hated but you liked
Day 30 – Your Favorite book of all time
, the first book in the A Song of Fire and Ice series by George R.R. Martin is a book I have wanted to read for a long, long time, and just haven't. For no good reason, either. 
